Jamie our situation defines “tragic”. We force to restrain who and what we are for love. Shakespeare would have had a field day with this.

One of the reasons I keep writing here is because I keep looking for a way to be at peace with who I am but I feel like I am pushing back at the front of a slow moving locomotive, hoping it will just stop before it runs over my wife.

I am searching for the best compromise but they all have regrets.