KP I have had the same fears but my therapist challenged me the other day for the 100th time when I expressed my doubts after three years on hormones: "Why haven't you stopped taking them?" I tried many times and lasted one day each time. The hormones made me feel like me. It was the right gas after years of grinding on the wrong gas. Transitioning fills us with so much doubt. It's a lot to process...as my therapist reminds me regularly, trust your process. You will get there.

I hope you find the peace and happiness you deserve,

Emma